SMILE YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL

This is the place where eternal struggle lives; what’s inside my head never understood how to get out.☾ hey everyone i'm Bree, I'm 24 years old and live in Australia! days will reflect on the horrible last 3 years I’ve had, and how proud I am that I’ve completely overcome a severe mental illness. But it’s a journey and I've learnt so much from that journey, the scars mean I survived. I’m happy to say that I can enjoy every tiny piece of life that comes my way; I wake up every day just appreciating that I have woken up and that I get to see the sunshine now. to journal love, to read about relevance to your life, to draw every thought.Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, even though that did mean losing somebody who I truly did believe was my best friend. I sat back and watched you change, as if something had entered your conscious body and took over your life. I guess I knew it was over when I felt more inlove with your memories than with the person standing in front of me. Though, I think I’ll miss you forever just like the stars miss the sun in the morning skies and I wish you could just tell me what went wrong and why. I will never ever forget you, my first best friend, you will always hold a piece of my heart, a piece no future person could ever get. A piece that holds innocence and the belief that relationships really can last forever. It holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one walk I’ll never get back and all the thousands of memories I’ll never forget. A thousand moments that I had just taken for granted- mostly because I had assumed that there would be a thousand more. It holds youth and everything I thought relationships would ever be. So I guess it ends here, we’ll go our separate ways and hope that we’ll see each other somewhere in the future. After all we’re the lucky ones. And I think this is the part where I find out who I am.-sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory